Thursday, October 29, 2009

today hubbie 4plus cum fetch mi ler:) den after that go his house again lo.. use lappy at his house.. den his mum ask us gg buy noodle to cook.. at nite eat prawn noodle.. hees.. so full lo.. grrr..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 5:34 AM.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

sians.. going work in few hours time ler.. 2day nv gg sch.. morning wake up feeling so so so tired.. dunno why oso.. den zZz till around 2pm/... lata dunno wann eat wad again.. now feeling hungry.. so gg cook cup noodle 1st.. hahaha.. soon.. 2ml can mit mit my hubbie ler.. grrr.. that 2pid fat buffalo..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:08 AM.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

arghhh.. hubbie 1nite 1day 1 afternoon no msg baby ler.. he oways think that he has no wrong and everything is my fault.. even when he makes mi so upset and disappointed by proving to mi that facebook cafe is more important den mi.. since sat nite.. no! is now adays when ever i'm at his house, he'll ask mi bring lappy/... and he will totally concentrate on his game and neglect mi.. this which he nv notice.. Who am i to him??? i'm his girlfriend lehx.. so which should be more important?? arent i suppose to be more important den a fucking game.. he can serve the customer in e facebook cafe so well.. but his girlfriend can gg to work without having dinner.. and eventually will be working till mitnite.. and will have to rush for train which wun even have time to buy dinner home.. can he understand how i was feeling?? and yet he doesn bother.. not even a msg from him.. i guess i have to think seriously if i am able to tolerate having a boyfriend like this?? now dun even bother msg means wad?? play enough oready?? sick and tired of mi oready.. if i should have let go.. let mi noe.. dun let mi be the last to noe for everything.. thank you!

fucking S&W teacher.. everytime got problem wif her de.. arghhh.. ask us do all those stupid stuff.. for heaven sake.. if i'm not interested.. why make my life and her life difficult?? cant she just leave mi alone??

Fatty and Me!!!

YeaH!!!

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 8:08 PM.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

2day hubbie got diving till late late.. so i be good gal.. stay at home do homework whole day:) do 4 quest for e whole day and onli manage to complete 2 quest... die liao.. mrs Tan gg kill mi 2ml.. now still trying to complete everything.. hope can hand it in by 2ml.. hubbie actually say wan msg mi after his diving to check if i'm awake den can mit.. but he nv msg 1st jiu agree gg eat wif his campmate.. eventually.. i still haven eat:( den he say wann da bao over.. oso no mood eat.. sick sick wor.. zZz.. hungry but mei wei kou.. whole day chiong my acc homework.. till no time rest oso.. hais..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 7:10 AM.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

today no gg sch.. cuz today is the stupid youth olympic den no lesson.. go oso waste my time only der.. i might as well rest at home.. so i Zzz till around 3plus den wake up.. hahaha.. hubbie came over wann fetch mi gg eat dinner.. but i bought e food from downstairs coffee shop ler.. den never bring my phone down with mi loh.. he cal mi twice.. i nv ans.. he very angry.. he say if he gg die, call mi den oso no ans.. grrr.. sorry hubbie.. i shuld have brought e phone down along with mi.. eventually he still cum to my house downstairs.. i dunno why i so "toot" de.. dunno how 2 call him 1st 2 wait for mi. reaction too slow.. i only reply him i bought my dinner liao.. den he lyt so disappointed de gg home alone.. rush down to mit but still didnt get to mit.. i feel so guilty.. hais.. this week thus cant mit hubbie.. he said got diving loh.. abit worry.. my fat buffalo now so fat ler.. dunno still can dive not.. now oso no longer young and fit liao.. den newspaper everytime say tis person drown that person sufforcate de.. making mi more worry.. dots dots.. sians la.. fri den can mit him ler.. maybe gg out tgt wif wanting, shannon, pamela and yan yan.. YEAH.. 2ml is wed/.. soon it'll be weekend again.. off day.. yahoooo... 2ml start sch at around 11... no need wake up so early.. dunno why my facebook keep on cant log in.. say wad under maintence.. den why jus now hubbie still can gg in to play my cafe and roller coster lehx?? hmmm.. arggghhhh...

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 10:13 AM.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Back to my busy life ler.. hais.. time passes so fast after sch reopen wor/.. zZz.. no time to even on my lappy.. wann change my weekend wworking hour to morning shift.. but dun think my boss gonna allow.. very fast.. i complete 1 semester of my sch term..:) left wif 3more term.. den i complete my course ler.. after calculating.. i think i should faster gg finish my car and bike test.. liddat by e time i finish ite course, if possible, can gg poly, den got transport gg sch ler.. think should be aming to gg temasak poly of nanyang poly ba.. den gg sch not" fang bian ler" so got bike at least easier to trAVEL.. hees. den i no need everytime let hubbie fetch here n there.. another 18months to graduate!! yeah.. have to endure no matter wad... gonna strive through tgt with my hubbie.. for our n my future, we suffer now and will enjoy in the lata part of our life:) maybe one fine day, i would like to go back fairprice and work in a higher ranking position.. i do enjoy working there.. interacting wif my customers. be it friendly or nasty.. and my coulleuges that are kind to mi. i do enjoy the working experience.

hubbie go back camp reservist ler.. zZz.. he so busy oso.. he tel mi thus cant mit.. cuz he got diving till late nite.. hais.. nvm la.. we got plenty of time in the future.. lata i c him till sian ah.. hahaha.. jkjk.. hubbie jia you wor.. [i miss you]

I oways believe that life will get beta and beta..
the worst thing that i would encounter will be the best among the worst.. :P

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 9:50 AM.

Friday, October 16, 2009

just now go malaysia wif hubbie and his family.. go 1 big round and we sit in the car for almost 3hrs.. zZz.. shoulder pain pain ah.. sit until backside oso pain loh.. den hubbie so sick.. my poor fat buffalo.. hees.. hais.. den he still wann bring mi out.. i noe cuz he noe i still dun feel lyt going home ba.. but he sick ma.. den take mc dun rest at home.. everytime still go out wif mi.. den lata his mum dun lyt oso.. ask him go home rest den he oso unhappie.. den say go out he oso no happie after that.. dunno wad he wann oso.. zZz.. i'm so tired..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 9:42 AM.

the present i give hubbie for our anniversary:P

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:38 AM.

Dinner at marina Square:)
we eat steak, seafood salad and oyster yummie

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:15 AM.

HappiE 1 Year Anniversary to:

Joann & Andy

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:10 AM.

mi and hubbie go punggol marina eat steamboat and drink:)

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:04 AM.

Friday, October 9, 2009

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 11:34 PM.

Yesterday evening i went amk to find my baby Jasmine and her baby wif shine shine.. :) she is so rought loh.. hahaha.. baby so cute.. after that i gg down mit my hubbie finish sch.. hees.. actually wann gg watch movie.. but reach cinema we realise there's no show nice to watch.. zZz.. den we gg pasar malam.. buy fish ball and cup corn eat.. yummie.. after that we gg market eat supper.. we order satay and prawn noodle.. hmmmm... nice nice..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 11:08 PM.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

just reach hm ler.. dunno why is everything now in a mess.. hope things wiill get well soon// sians// actually my bf did explain to mi.. if i nv oways let him caught mi lying.. he wun be liddat.. and it truth.. last time i dun uds why he allow mi to make friends wif sum guys and not sum.. for example.. he allow mi to make friend wif shannon.. he saw mi wif shannon, affandi, yan yan, pamela b4.. and oso didn said anything bout tiss.. And i can oso uds that he realli very zai hu wo thats why his worried bout alot of things.. his rite when he said, if he doesn care.. he wun bother so much.. my poor hubbie.. oways enduring wif my nonsense.. wei qu ta ler.
And when he argue wif my sis.. he didn mean to say bout her grand ma.. is jus an example. that i noe. He was jus refering that if my sis lyt to make friends den instead intro them n make friends wif her grandma.. my previous blog says i agree that he shld not tok till out grandma was because he ask mi to swear bout no smking. if not sumthing will happen to my relative.. and that was seriously wrong.. anyone out there wif consious shld noe that no matter wad, it is nv rite to take ur family members out to swear.. it's lyt kind of taking them to bet isnt it.. i argue wif him bout this.. alothough he explain that cuz he noe they r important to mi, that is why he ask mi to use them to swear.. but i guess tis is still not rite.. and i think eventually he noes it..
that they when i n my sis sneak out in e middle of e nite.. actually my bf wann tel my dad bout this matter.. but he onli tel my dad bout mi sneaking out,, which doesn cuz mi any inpact, and he did let my sis off.. but jus now while he send mi hm.. my sis purposely act lyt talking on the phone but yet saying very loud, next time wann scold her dun take her ah ma. and its so obvious that was to let my bf hear. at 1st he didn hear.. and i tot he hear/ so i ask him. den he told mi she was childish acting that way. and if she wann play den carry on.. his limit is up and will msg my dad again..
So much things.. but overall.. i enjoy alot wif my hubbie 2day.. we have lots of fun for our outing 2day.. the last time we enjoy so much seems to be e last trip to genting.. hope that our next trip that's cuming up soon to other country is an enjoyable trip again:)

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 8:47 AM.

hubbie n mi gg TPY den he gg do face threading.. so ai mei de loh.. hahaha// den i siting there watch n take photo.. hees..

today very Happie:) hubbie n mi both no sch n work 2day.. morning gg his house use lappy n watch tv awhile.. den afternoon we gg toa pa yoh walk walk.. happie lo.. we normally dun hav such chance de.. cuz i will oways need to rush off to work.. zZz.. den even if i off,, wait for hubbie off work oso late ler.. gg his house eat dinner, rest awile jiu have to gg hm ler.. onli thing sad 2day is that time pass very very fast.. so fast jiu evening ler.. dunno muz wait till when den got such chance again.. "hubbie say wait till he cut his finger

again den can have chance liao".."crazy de him.. i rather dun have chance liddat lohx.. grrr..

today bought alot of things/... spent quite alot of money.,. still got things haven buy finish.. now at his house, his mum cooking.. after dinner mayb can gg amk walk walk.. den c if can buy complete the things i wann buy loh:)

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 3:18 AM.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

my hubbie jus now cum fetch mi de shi hou make part of his bike.. den accidently cut his finger.. so ke lian loh.. hao xin tong wor.. so much blood.. den in e end he drive car cum down.. too painful to ride bike ler.. den we gg buy food to eat.. den he send mi hm loh.. zZz// when you hug mi, i can feel the seriousness..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 11:41 AM.

hAhaha.. my sis arguing wif my bf.. lols.. my sis bang him,
say friendster is ppl add her de. my sis bf allowed her to noe friends, and no need see if its guy or ger.. all is same! all are human, and her bf got trust on her, so no need others worry. wad ever thing she do, she tel her bf, and he can accept it. plus, friends are oso important. u expect gers only got a friend that are ger den muz well study gers sch, stay in gers home, work in temple!!!
den my bf say till her ah ma.. say wann make frien den intro friends to her ah ma lo.. say all guys have motive.. see her young wann cheat her, if is her ah ma den wun be e same liao.. den my sis very very angry// cuz we hate ppl tok bout our ah ma.. we ownself oso dun say bout our ah ma.. where can let ppl say!!! arghhh..
Den my sis say back wann play, play his father.. dun tok bout her ah ma.. she fucking dislike it. she say her bf not as sensative ask him.. so he oso not as selfish as him.. every msg my sis send got fuck and fucking.. lols..
Den my bf say if dun like can jus say stop.. he'll apologise.. no need fuck here n there.. hahaha.. he say only use my sis ah ma as an eg. mean no harm..
They argue till so funny.. i duno to angry or to laugh.. Now my sis say she hate mi tooo.. Oso not mi.. why get mi involve?? hais.. Ke Lian de wo.. sob sob..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 12:26 AM.

Monday, October 5, 2009

I just dun understand it... i noe he cares.. but at the same time.. i'm not living in my own world.. i do have friends that r not only girls.. how long more can i tolerate this?? friends that i had for years.. i've to let go?? just because of my bf?? Den wad kind of a person am i?? i noe seriously that i'm no 1 born to be control.. why cant he accept mi and my friends?? dun i have my own freedom??

He say cuz i everytime lie to him that's why he will react this way..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 8:40 PM.

Just reached home from work.. patch wif my boy ler.. i know he does love mi alot.. he is oways trying to protect mi, and cares alot for mi..

2day early morning.. when i still zZz/.. he jiu yi zhi call wo.. msg say i very smart hor.. delete away the msg he send to my dad telling that i sneak out at nite gg drink. he say really alot of things to mi that seriously remind mi how important i am in his heart..

yesterday when we argue.. he say alot of nasty things to mi, which i noe is words of anger.. but it does hurt. and the things he said, deep in his heart i noe, he noes it not true!

i can understand wads his worried about.. but i seriously have no idea how 2 get his trust. if i juz be alone, without any friends, will this make things better?? i wounder. but will i be happi??

he doesnt wanna lost mi.. so am i..

jus now he say wann mi bring lappy.. after i work will cum fetch mi.. end up, dissapoint mi.. if it's e 1st time he overslept.. i can still understand.. but i dun understand how cum recently keep on overslept?? or issit no heart to cum fetch?? i shuld hurry get my license.. i noe it long ago.. he said can bring mi whereever i wann.. but its not true.. he can even wake up on time to send mi home.. hais..

eating now infront of my lappy// bought tis fried rice otw home.. so hungry..grrrr//

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 10:31 AM.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

after so long de quarrel.. i let go ler.. den i realise.. actually i haven take my dinner.. hais.. now feeling hungry ler.. onli can eat cup noodles.. jus view through all e photo we had left.. you sher bu der ler.. but i know there isn't much things i can do anymore.. tis relationship has no trust between both of us.. he told me to throw and delete away everthing.. but after viewing.. i guess i'm gg keep these photo.. cuz i guess this the only memories we will hav.. and i really dun bear to delete it.. those we ever had tgt can only be treated as memories and no more ler.. asking mi to forget.. tis is wad u can do very well i guess.. but not for mi.. these memories will acc mi through..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 10:29 AM.

1st nite without Andy..
i'm alone in my rooom thinking alot..
thinking wad to do?? thinking how to do..
thinking of wad he doing?? thinking of wad is his real feeling??
really no more luv for mi and hate mi??

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 8:08 AM.

this time round we seriously break up ler.. hais.. i oso dunno if i'll regret or not.. jus because of drinking and smking late in the midnite mif my friends.. we ended.. i dunno if i shld let gg and move on.. or wait for him.. will it works anyway// my sister explain clearly everything we did yest nite.. and i've nothing else i can explain oso.. i jus wounder.. and now.. back to reality.. wad shld i do next?? life will have to move on no matter wad.. world wun stop cuz of whu lose whu.. but at tis mean time.. wad do i do?? i'm alone now again.. sigh..

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 7:42 AM.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

quarrel again// cuz i request to smoke.. and he dun allow.. but i insist.. sumtimes i really wounder... are we suit for each other?? i know its not good to smoke.. i oso wann quit somking.. but i guess i'm over dependent on cigg.. cuz i know.. every human cum and gg.. i dunno hu will stay and hu will not.. but i know, e day i still hav money.. the day i can affort to have cigg.. cigg has no feeling, it doesnt show mi attitude.. and i hav e full control of weather i wann smk or dun wann.. therefore whenever i had nth to do, bored, i'll smk.. it had became part of my life.. i'm so use to it.. i'm not addited i know.. but i oso dun uds myself why other ppl tat are not addited could hav or dun hav cigg.. but i'll be very irritated if i dun hav... i guess i'm juz too dependen on it.. hais... wad should i do.. i do wish that i could leave on without cigg.. sumtimes.. i juz dun bear to let it gg.. my sucking character.. i dun dare to make a definate decision.. cuz i'm oways afraid that i might regret.. how>? wad to do?? out of the cigg topic>>> hubbie's demand, temper, controlling is making mi so confuse of how much i still love him?? am i wrong?? no one is perfect,, and i shuld not expect him to be perfect.. but wad will he give in?? why am i having this feeling that i'm the onli one that's oways giving in.. am i wrong to have this kind of thinking?? i juz wounder.. i can only have many conclusion now.. am i important to him.. will there be any different if he let mi gg and i realli gg?? will he feel sad if i leave him??

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 9:30 PM.

Friday, October 2, 2009

hais// 2day really dun feel lyt working.. but cant be so irresponsible.. if i oways suddenly dun gg work den e working system will be cock up.. sians.. going out with my hubbie ler... gg buy table lamp.. cuz my previous table lamp ppl take away and say spoil liao.. dunno realli spoil or wad oso.. hais.. my house is a mess.. drawing a line wit everyone.. wad a family i'm in.. nvm.. i believe i can survive.. i'm on my own!!!

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 9:02 PM.

Went Holiday at Genting hees.. So cold wor! bUrrr.. Go everywhere Oso lyt got air-con liddat lo. I manage to sneak into the casino for 2 times.. yeah! we oso go theme park.. so cooling. we go sit the high high drop down lyt jumping down from high building liddat.. so scary.. roller coaster and ex.. all games we play "zhuan dao liao" hahaha.. only the station for superman oways dun hav:( we oso play the bumper car, tgt gg bang young kids.. so evil lo.. Muahahahaha

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 5:14 AM.

Soooo Cute lohx.. He got bird face hahaha
dun you think that he really looks like the bird.. what a good animal acter. <<>> huggies my beloved:P

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 5:07 AM.

Went to haw paw villa wit my hubbie:) raining loh:( gg through e "18 stage of hell" den have to find shelter. after that we go feed the fish there.. we buy 1packet of "yu liao" feed those hungry fish.. hehehe

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 4:35 AM.

hEeS.. at marina take der photo:)

♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 4:17 AM.