Monday, October 5, 2009
Just reached home from work.. patch wif my boy ler.. i know he does love mi alot.. he is oways trying to protect mi, and cares alot for mi..
2day early morning.. when i still zZz/.. he jiu yi zhi call wo.. msg say i very smart hor.. delete away the msg he send to my dad telling that i sneak out at nite gg drink. he say really alot of things to mi that seriously remind mi how important i am in his heart..
yesterday when we argue.. he say alot of nasty things to mi, which i noe is words of anger.. but it does hurt. and the things he said, deep in his heart i noe, he noes it not true!
i can understand wads his worried about.. but i seriously have no idea how 2 get his trust. if i juz be alone, without any friends, will this make things better?? i wounder. but will i be happi??
he doesnt wanna lost mi.. so am i..
jus now he say wann mi bring lappy.. after i work will cum fetch mi.. end up, dissapoint mi.. if it's e 1st time he overslept.. i can still understand.. but i dun understand how cum recently keep on overslept?? or issit no heart to cum fetch?? i shuld hurry get my license.. i noe it long ago.. he said can bring mi whereever i wann.. but its not true.. he can even wake up on time to send mi home.. hais..
eating now infront of my lappy// bought tis fried rice otw home.. so hungry..grrrr//
♥ Never Be Replace, the memories-, 10:31 AM.
