I'm Angry wif Andy Ho!! arghh.. He not sensative enough.. yest at his house study,, den study finish i ask him help mi on the tv.. and he ask mi onn myself.. but i cant find the switch.. den ask him help mi onn but his heart, sole and everything is wif the laptop!! fcuk!!..


Den after sum showing of face here n there he cum in the room again.. so i went out wif him to the living room watch tv..

Den i help him massage.. after tat left abit time b4 the show end i ask him help mi massage.. but he jus tel mi his tired.. grrr...
wait until the show really end and its time i gg hm den he say wann help mi massage.. spoil my mood liao.. He say i oways show him face.. but he had nv tot of the reason i show him face.. why so blur de..

I'm his galfriend and his neglecting mi and no 1 else.. how shld i feel??
Its different from how he use to treat mi in the past.. and i'm not use to it.. wad shld i do..



I''m seriously not use to it!!



i noe i shld be thoughful and at times i noe i oso didn treat him lyt how i use to be..
had he ever realise??

i oways show him face cuz i jus felt so neglected!!!

he doesn know it at all.. i tried telling him the problem,
but realise that it only turns out as another argument.. hais..


WE JUST CANT COMMUNICATE!!!

zZz... why issit that everytime it's time for mi to go home after school.. IT RAINS!!! and as time come closer to let mi go home.. IT RAINS HEAVIER!!! what is wrong!!! grrr... 2day all my friends go home ler.. and i'm still in school.. cuz i have to attend my CCA to get my CCA points.. seriously i nv join in.. cuz too mani ppl liao.. and i'm lyt onli coming here to eat.. dots... jus now i went to the library wif affandi/.. cuz we early dismiss.. he need go for the class at 2pm... den half way inside the library..

GTS(I WANT DESTROY YOU!!) come in..

HE actually sits beside mi.. overall.. he was very polite.. he ask if anyone using the computer beside mi.. although its in a monotone.. but still i'm nv afraid of him.. hahaha.. shannon is still in the class.. he got his miting to attend.. lols.. finally..

the rain is smaller..

later i still need go work..


bunny is having bowling competition now.. hahaha.. wounder if she "wash the DRAIN.. " hmmm... tonite can hughug my hubbie ler..



my hubbie is too busy.. and is always feeling tired.. sumtimes i do felt negleted.. but i must uds that he needs to work and study at the same time.. same as mi.. we are both tired!! striving hard for our futures.. hees.. zZz... althought his busy.. but he still find time pei mi.. onli at times i still unhappy cuz we either have no place to go.. or he doesnt cum fetch mi off work.. hais.. sad!!!

time flies!! soon i'm gg on holiday again!! YEAH//... 2ml i'll be working.. nvm lo.. anyway i oso got take pay de ma:) another week end cuming liao.. hahaha... very soon can complete my higher nitec ler.. endure!! 2ml start ssch at 9am.. so nice!!! so happiEE.... hahaha... yest and 2day no bring lappy gg sch.. sians... hp ear piece oso spoil.. hais... 2day at work.. the machine all down.. so mafan.. grrr.. den raining/// all wet loh... hate it most.. my shoe oso wet... den i wear slipper gg work.. lols..

Joan; Wanting; Affandi...
Won this in titan:)

I guess its time i let it go le ba.. alot it does hurt.. and 我是真的很舍不得！but its oso suffering staying on together.. i think our relationship is up to an end oready.. u are recommending mi to let go.. u are tired and i am.. so why are we still holding it on.. maybe... maybe by letting both of us go is e best solution that i'm finding..

I seriously wounder where when wrong?? wads e problem?? issit from me or u?? days seems to be getting shorter.. temper seems to get more.. toleration seems to get lesser.. realationship seems to get tougher.. everything seems to be wrong!! and wad should i seriously do to amend it or maintain it?? making so stress up and irritated// seems like i've got not much energy left to fought wif all these circumstance.. tired... why am i feeling lyt i'm a loner?? i tot i use to have tons to ppl around mi?? wad cuz this to happen?? is there sumthink not rite wif mi?? have i make a wrong chioce in anything?? should i let go of sumthing that i should long let go of.. but i didn realise or did notice?? or issit jus a cant bear to make decision??